runnin away isnt a good solution to any problem.
sad to say, it's often e` most utilised by many ppl.
quiet time & prayer time were a mess up for me last week.
it jus takes split seconds to make a choice whether to
ignore or obey e` still small voice tt whispers to my heart.
having to decrease tremendously on quiet time meant tt
it's harder to serve.
esp when u've alr agreed ur leader to do sth.
for me, im supposed to carry out consolidation duty today.
afraid tt 'antenna' wont be clear enough cos havent been walking right
had a chance to push e` repsonsibility to qinpei
but ultimately it has been pushed bck to me again.
i thought, "well, since it's back to me again. just do it."
turned out to be good.
well, at least words did come out of my mouth.
as to whether is it rhema or not, jus leave it to God.

had a weird dream again last nite.
sth i love yet hate.
mixed feelings back.
if i've gt e` right to choose,
i'll definitely not want to dream of it.
everything seems to be a mess.
jus wanna quickly go for my aussie vacation soon.